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The problem with wanting a relationship is that I don't feel worthy of one. Throughout my life ive gotten used to people leaving me/ forgetting about me all I want is to feel like im actually wanted somewhere but most importantly by someone.

My self worth is so low and needs to be validated by other people because I don't think that ill ever be good enough no matter how hard I try.

I'm really not worth the risk and thats the part that hurts the most out of all of this